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since me n him was break up edy...its no meaningful for me edy to updated....take care my all dear fren...i love u all.....

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vennice ng teng ying&Paul poh eng hoong was break up in today...v r over edy...

to my all dear fren.......

thx for you all's caring&sharing so that can let me n hoong be with together along 2yrs and a half...

im fine....hope he was fine too......i never regret to be with him...he was a best nice man that i had been meet......

to hoong.....

im so sorry that i fed u up......sorry...this is last msg that i will leave for u......but i never regret be with u...my memory was fillfull with yr bear&caring&love....thx that all u giving to me....good luck to yr life.....i love u......take care......

bless u

松了一口气

做了该做的事

都轻松了

当回普通朋友

希望我做的一切都是值得的

加油

从现在开始

用另一个方式去爱你

^^

虽然会很辛苦

但

只要你好

我做什么都无所谓

很的很想好好的呆在你身边

可是

现在不行

好好读书吧你

现在的我

好有心机哦

但愿一切如我所愿

他很忙。。。不要烦ta。。。

这是我唯一能安慰自己的借口

你很忙

我不应该打扰你

可是我真的很不安

一天没你的信息

浑身不自在

整天都没胃口吃东西

我明白你在赶考试

可是

为何你可以回eng yee信息

都不选择回我一个字

你明白我有多伤心吗？

连一个弟弟都不如

辛好

我会去找爱心

不然我都不懂你在哪里

至少知道你没事

你担心死我了

答应我

考完试就找我好吗？

不回我信息不用紧

好好照顾自己

加油

dear.........

不懂你会不会看到这篇

可是我想和你讲

我很爱你

虽然今天不懂为什么你不理我

不回我信息

不听我电话

不理我

没想我

可我在想你

之前

分手过后

我和你的感情都不一样了

没以前那么热情

没以前那么恩爱

感觉好像变了

变得陌生了

似乎我已经习惯一个人的生活了

之前还想过要不要再和你继续

可是现在我发现

原来是我不能没有你

现在

我又过回一个人的生活

过会没有你的生活

这次有点不一样

因为你不会再回来了

从来没试过你一天都不理我

虽然我不懂我们之间发生什么事

可是直觉告诉我

我们是不可能了

不可能到老了

如果你不想再回我的话

不用紧了

至少我知道你不是有意外就可以了

我还是原来的我

还是那个很爱你的我

锋

我爱你

today......4 nov 2009

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

ok

feel like wanna sick again

o mayb i emo again

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

=.=

sick + emo?

wat happen oh?

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

when his mum cant sign in skype chat with him

he urgent nudge me in msn

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

then?

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

when i call him in skype wanna report to him said im done helping his mum

he havent ask then direct said

im not ask u call me

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

.............

wtf

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

im ask u call my mum help my mum

that time im using speaker

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

wtf

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

my housemate hear it

then i explain tell him im done

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

walao..he say like tat...

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

jus dunno y his mum cant talk to him

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

cibai betul he

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

then nvm lo...

chat tomoro

after that

his bro back

also urgent nudge me

said where is my bro

i ask him back

jus now where u go

his bro ans

said

i ask u where is my bro then u ans la...

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

=.=

same ppl..

cibai betul

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

then i said i help u cari him

i also urgent nudge him

but no responce

skype him also no responce

sms him also no responce

his mum was waiting

but jus im worry he will miss his mum call

after that he jus reply

kk

i got it

then terus go to his mum there

thx pun tak ada

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

......

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

im a cheap orang gaki

gaji

dian lai dian qu

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

dun say like tat la venn

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

until now also din talk to me

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

he dun know how to appreciate it..then mai let it go lah

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

sad

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

dun sad ok?

think something can make u happy..

B-14-1 @ SeCreT AjEnT vEnNiCe tEnG TeNg says:

im tired

i wan sleep jor

tomoro still hav exam

N ! c lc L @ $ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Devil x ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮ says:

ok..

morning@muacks....

早上

胃痛痛醒的。。不懂为什么又痛回去了？？

？？？？？？？？

给

追teng teng的blog人

谢谢你们的支持。。。

感动

不论我干嘛，你们都在我身边

小女感谢，感激，感恩。。。。

大叫

谢谢你们！！

加了我还蛮喜欢听的歌给你们听（这就要谢谢belinda)

我

就是听这些歌

来

写这部落格

有时听着哭着来写的。。。。。

嘻嘻

>.<

生病的我

就不能盼到你的一点怜悯吗？

问多一点也不能吗？

我很辛苦。。。housemate又粉肠。。。你的关心。。。点都没点到。。。

难道你的考试。。。真的比一切重要。。。比我重要？？

T.T

不想了。。。

不想想了。。。。。愿我能健康平安的考完试。。。。就够了。。不敢期望太多。。

我不要成为你的压力。。。我不想你的关心是经过我的提醒而关心。。。。

或许你一开始的决定是对的。。。分开对我们来说。。。蛮对的。。。满适合的。。。。

或许我，注定要一个人好好过。。。做一个人做的事，想一个人想的事。。。。